[Verse 1] as I'm sitting alone inside my mind asking myself why do I allow everyone around me to take a little piece of me inside I feel like I'm always at war with my own demons deep within me [Verse 2] putting myself down like I'm my own enemy always worried of what people I used to give my all Now I have nothing to give I’ve gave everything I’ve ever had [Chorus] To suit cruel instincts I’ve never earned it back From that my power collapsed And now I lurk slowly Waiting to be had [Interlude] How can I survive with no delight? I want to look forward to my future But it feels like I’m on borrowed time They fight my honesty when I try my hardest [Verse 3] And it makes me wanna know Why I’m fighting skin and bone I used to try and I still do But my trying back then was much more than a bruise [Chorus] I would give everything 'til I was battered and used And now I’m too exhausted to tell the truth [Outro] How can I survive with no delight? I want to look forward to my future But it feels like I’m on borrowed time [Instrumental] [Ending]